my vision

a slow disease is lonliness,
and from cancer it is no less.
it kills you every day,
and you have no say.

from others you run away,
and find no escaping way.
harder you try to pull out,
the tougher gets the bout.

you want yourself to be happy,
but the life gets real sloppy.
no one around you find,
and this keeps pinching your mind.

you try to avoid being left behind,
but even then with yourself no one you find.
the world seems to be moving ahead,
forgetting you like a dead.

u want some attention,
and for this u keep finding a solution.
ur friends know u have changed a lot,
but wud never look into by what this change has been brought.

u keep gazing at things for long,
making this disease get strong.
dnt laugh as u usually did,
all the good things frm u appear to be hid.

the frustration keeps on mounting,
and deeper u keep getting.
the life is at its worst,
and the mind seems to be about to burst.

wait friend wait,
till its too late.
get out of this,
or the beautiful life u'll miss.

there is no time to b sad,
and on any1 dnt get mad.
its ur life ur own,
and it will grow as u have sown.

laugh if it makes u cry,
never fall how hard it may try.
rise above and move ahead,
make count ur every word said.

if only u were there,
to help me out when i wanted.
if only u were there,
to understand what goes on here.

i wish i cud get u,
and b always wd u.
but i know its just a wish,
thats nevr going to to click.

if only u knew what i want,
and took care of wat i thot.
if only u wr there,
besides me when i was to die.

i wish this was true,
as i have wishes only few.
u b wd me through all highs and lows,
v move hand in hand, just v two.

if only u tell me everyday,
that u love me a lot.
if only u wr the one
wd whom i was to spend my life.

i just wish happiness,
and v both spending a holiday is the seas.
going for a romantic weekend,
looking for love till the world's end.

it is not just i want from u,
i want u to give ur problems.
give me ur pain and suffering,
i'll take them smiling.

but never get into tears,
forget all ur fears.
i'll b alongside u,
and wont ever leave u.

just pull up ur hand,
close ur eyes and call me.
i'll hold it and kiss u,
hug u and cuddle u.

i wnt say that v wl die together,
but wl live together.
and who remains later after death,
wl cherish d moments together v spent.

i love u darling,
i'm holding onto u wd this string.
let me tell the whole world,
let me shout,and tell that for me u r the world.

well another year comes to an end,
and to each others wishes we send.
hoping to make the next one better,
and praying for what in our life's matter.

the preceding year brought with it its own joys,
and there were even some sad ploys.
but we need to move ahead here,
and not give the past even a stare.

the year brings with it the resolutions,
so that there are no more complications.
but we need to adhere to our pledges,
and work hard to get more badges.

the next year will be almost same,
the famous will earn more fame.
more and more will get unwell,
and still we hope that everything goes well.

there will be terrorist attacks,
and in the menu they'll add a few snacks.
indian team will do good,
and the poor would still starve for food.

there will be elections in the nation,
and the politicians will promise for a cheaper ration.
but you wont see them later,
and the corruption will get much greater.

so wats happy in this 'new year',
its the same old bitter pear.
the good will get best,
but what about the rest?

will we be able to eradicate the curses,
and fill all the empty purses?
No,NO,NO.... there is nothing good,
its only the same old mood.

ask those who last year lost some one close,
did life anything for them chose??
but this is how it goes on,
and u cant escape this thorn.

lets make this year a bit different,
and do what for us is meant.
help yourself and rise above other,
so that you take your family and country further.

zindagi tujhse hume shikwe  bahut hai,
tune diye hume gamm bahut hai.
abb toh sudhar jaa,
itna toh naa hume tu sataa.

kab chali jaae tu yeh kise pata,
kam se kam jab tak hai tab tak naa rulaa.
hum toh tere apno mein se hai,
fir kyon bhala rakha hume gairon saa hai.

maang maang kar thak gae hai rabb se pyaar,
par kabhi naa diya usne mere dilko karaar.
jab bhi maine kisi ko chaaha,
humesha use hi apne se door jaate paaya.

har waqt apne mooh par jhoothi hasi le kar main chalta gaya,
iss jhooth mein apne aap ko hi main bhool gaya.
jab bhi laga k ab toh khushi hi khushi hai,
tabhi pata laga k yeh ek jhoothi tasalli hai.

jin jin ko samjha maine apne paas,
ab toh unse bhi nahi dikhti koi aas.
kaise rehte hai akele yeh koi mujhse seekhe,
kabhi toh koi aa k mere andar k dukh ko dekhe.

apno mein bhi paraaya sa mehsoos kiya,
tabhi toh hamesha dukhon se raha ghira.
kahaan k liye chalaa tha aur kahaan pahunch gaya,
ab khada beech chaurahe pe main hun bhatak gaya.

ab toh dikha de sahi raasta,
zindagi tujhe hai rabb kaa waasta.
aur naa de ab koi naye gamm,
chahe kar de tu meri umar kam.

                             THE SO CALLED "SUCCESS"

its been a long journey,
still its tough to find the success key.
you need to keep moving on,
forgetting all that has already gone.

there's no time to sit,
because then for life you are not fit.
competetion in all fields you find,
they say it is to make strong your mind.

the final aim of all is to succeed,
without even caring about your deed.
there's the survival of the fittest darwin said,
and since young it has been put into our head.

to avoid being the laughing lot,
the victry road you need to adopt.
they deliver lectures once they succeed,
so that we get fruit from every seed.

every one is too busy with his own life,
and you make your work ur own wife.
with your work you are awake and asleep,
and to remind you there's always a beep.

expectations of your parents,
form around you a huge tent.
in the middle of the road i stand,
with the list of expectations in my hand.

everything appears to be falling on me all of a sudden,
and me gasping for breath under this huge burden.
break, please break these shakles around me,
and how beautiful is life just let me see.

i want to breath free,
please listen to my plea.
i dont want to die like any other ordinary guy,
and to be famous i will definitly try.

to this most of you wl agree,
and how many of us follow this lets see.
its tough to be different from the rest,
but this will only label you as the best.

though success here is also not a guarantee,
but i promise that you'll enjoy in plenty.
so why live the life so boring,
when u can enjoy every song that life sing..

 
                                                     by-
                                                    Deepawal Grover