my vision

sab kii khushi mein khushi dhoondhi,
sab kii ichaa poori ho yeh tamanna kii,
kyon? taaki sab mera saath de,
koi toh mera gumm baant le.

par kahaan koi aata hai,
sab apne mein mast hai.
sab ko apni khushi chahiye,
kahaan main jaaoon yeh toh zaraa bataaiye.

akela hi khada paata hun,
sooni raahon pe bhatkaa paata hun.
aankhe namm hai, dil mein gamm hai,
par hai koi jise meri parvah hai?

fir socha, akela hi toh aaya tha,
akela hi toh jaaoonga.
fir kyon saath kii icha?
fir kyon kisi se koi apeksha?

zindagi apni, gamm apne,
yahaan sabb apna sivaaye apno ke.
dost naam ke, rishte sirf kehne ko,
yahaan har kaam mein tum apna matlab nikaal lo.

matlabi duniya mein kahaan fass gaya hun,
kaise iss daldal mein main girr gaya hun.
jeene kii wajaah nahi, marne kaa pata nahi
karoon toh kya jab apno kaa hi saath nahi.

ab jhaanka andar toh dang saa reh gaya,
kabhi nahi apne ko itna badla paaya.
kehne ko khush hoon,
par andar se toot chuka hoon.

ae mere pavardigaar, rehamat kar,
ab toh mere dukh dard harr.
tere diye iss jeevan mein,
kuch toh khushiyaan bharr de.

 as u enter the world,
u always have to wait.
wait to be born,
u wait inside ur mom.

then u wait to speak,
and tell others wat u feel.
then there is d wait to walk,
walk towards the things u want.

then there is some1 waiting for u,
waiting at home for u to return frm school.
and u wait to grow old,
so u can have ur own ways.

then if u have a gf,
u wait for her call or msg.
u wait to meet her,
and tell abt ur feelings for her.

then u wait for a good clg,
and then there is a wait for a job.
a satisfactory job u want,
and then u wait to feed ur family.

at this time comes another wait,
a wait for suitable match.
and then u wait to settle down,
and have the new beginning wd ur new family.

but still the wait does not end,
u have a wait to c ur children grow.
u wait for them to fulfill ur dreams,
and bring glory home.

this wait turns into a new one,
when u want them to stand on their feet.
then u find them their soulmates,
and u settle to ur final wait.

the last wait in the queue,
that leads u away frm the wrld.
u wait to die and set free,
set free frm all the shackles of life.

oh wat a dream it was,
wishes poured out of the vase.
i wish it was true,
that GOD promised to fulfill my wishes few.

first i asked for happiness,
and clearing all the mess.
i wished to c my friends smiling,
and wanted to b wd them till i was living.

then the wish to succeed came,
so that i glorify my parents name.
wanted to be free,
and wished that all the problems flee.

wished to get back to my friends,
whom i left behind at the previous ends.
to tell that guy to stop wishing,
wishing abt the thing that was not his belonging.

wished him to make ppl realize,
that love is d best surprise.
but do show them the end,
so that their actions they can mend.

tell them d difference between love and friendship,
so that on friends they never slip.
i asked GOD to help me,
help me so that every1 smiling i c.

but i soon got up to c the sun rising,
and realizes that all night long i had been dreaming.
but it told me that GOD was there,
and told me my role here.

it is me who's going to make my dreams come true,
and help my friends and family as i grew.
i promised myself to do wat my heart want,
and overcome the probs that to me haunt.

well she is my little kid,
my god in her is hid.
she is my sweet sis,
darling do u know tow much i miss?

miss being wd u,
miss spending wd u a seconds few.
in your joy and ur victory.
i miss being there to cheer u.

its nice to find u succeeding,
and to me and our parents proud u r making.
i really miss to c u smiling,
and all those fighting.

u r the sweetest of sister one can have ever,
darling on the way to success turn back never.
u r the one i always care for,
as a bro and as a friend.

for the remote when v fought,
eating the maggies that for us papa mama got.
blackmailing u for the laptop,
and getting together to buy kurkure frm every shop.

the way u made us cards on our b'days,
and made us smile wd ur diff ways.
the manner u got dad ready for an outing,
every bit of urs i keep missing.

hey sis, i wish u success,
and wd u always b happiness.
god bless u dear,
and u really matter i swear.

dost, dost woh nahi,
jo tumhe pyaar kare.
dost toh voh hai,
jo tumhe pyaar karna sikhaaye.

dost woh nahi,
jo tumhaare gum baante.
dost toh voh hai,
jo tumhe gum mein bhi hasaaye.

dost voh nahi,
jo tumhe galti karne pe bachaaye.
dost toh voh hai,
jo tumhe galti karne se roke.

dost voh nahi,
jo tumhaari achaayi kare.
dost toh voh hai,
jo tumhaari buraai mitaaye.

dost voh nahi,
jo tumhe khush rakhe.
dost toh voh hai,
jo tumhe dukh se bachaaye.

dost woh nahi,
jo tumhaare saath rahe,
dost toh voh hai,
jo door hote hue bhi saath lage.

dost woh nahi,
jo sab tumhaare liye kare.
dost toh voh hai,
jis k liye tum jaan tak de do.

dost woh nahi,
jo kahe main dost hun.
dost toh voh hai,
jo tumse kehlwaaye k tum hi mere dost ho.

dost woh nahi,
jo tumhe yaad kare.
dost toh voh hai,
jiskii kami tum mehsoos karo.

dost voh nahi,
jo tumhaare aansun pahunche.
dost toh voh hai,
jo aansun aane se pehle hi mitaa de. 

dost woh nahi,
jo kabhi tumse lade naa.
dost toh voh hai,
jo ladke bhi kabhi naraaz naa ho.

dost woh nahi,
jo tumhaare paas aaye.
dost toh voh hai,
jis k paas tumhaara dil jaaye.

dost woh nahi,
jo har mod pe mil jaaye.
dost toh voh hai,
jo pata nahi kab, kahaan takraaye.

dost woh nahi,
jise tum dil mein jagah do.
dost toh voh hai,
jo apni jagah aap banaaye.

dost woh nahi,
jo khareede jaa sake.
dost to voh hai,
jo tumhaari har khareed se upar hai.